Well hello. It’s certainly been a while. Let’s address the elephant in the room, grab the bull by the horns, ok i’m out of animal puns. I AM BACK WRITING ON THIS WEBSITE AFTER A HELLA LONG TIME. It feels strange but oh so RIGHT.
The past six months have been a real whirlwind to be quite honest. Rather than what I think was writers block, it was more of ‘writers-if-i-pretend-i-don’t-have-to-do-it-it-won’t-exist-anymore-kinda-thing.’
I knew that one day i’d start writing on here again and on this cold December evening I’ve decided that today is the DAY! I won’t digress and discuss my shenanigans from the past however because lets be honest – every moment has been highlighted and lowlighted on my instagram – but to summarise; I’ve moved out of my gorge apartment with Jamie as he has rudely left me for the Asia – very rude, very inconvenient, very millennial. I’m still single-handedly running the NHS as I like to stress to my friends. I’m still suffering from post holiday blues from my insane holiday in September to Orlando & Vegas (I will share my vlog on another post) and that’s pretty much IT.
I think one of the reasons I stopped posting on here was because a lot of the content I enjoyed writing about seemed quite menial amidst the important issues our world was facing. I just felt wholly unmotivated, unappreciated and tired, quite frankly. I used to pour over every section of my writing, obsessing over every view, comment and like. 2019 is going to be a lot more candid for me. Its very tiresome trying to fit into the blogging community and I don’t have a lot of room for anymore energy sucking activities in my life so please just accept the imperfectly perfect! Hot for 2019 – you heard it here first.
So if you’re still with me thank you for taking the time for reading this almost apology for my absence and i’m feeling absolutely ready to begin again x
(I thought i’d get through this post without a taylor swift reference but it is not possible it seems)